Living in Fear: and why it's a waste of fucking time!

Firstly, let me just apologize to those people who may find my language offensive- actually no if you find it offensive, to quote my idol Joan Rivers "go fuck yourself! and read some other poor arsehole's blog!" Sorry Joan just said the first three words I added the rest...

Ok, so Fear! Being afraid, being scared, oooh not sure about that...what a fucken waste of energy!

What exactly is happening right now to make you fearful? Is there some thing coming after you? Is there a knife being held at your neck? Is there a stranger in your house?
If NO then what?
Is it something that you did in the past coming back to haunt you? Is it something that might come out in the future? Is it something you did to someone or didn't do?
OK if yes then forget about it! If it's in the past, then leave it there. If it might come out in the future, then until it does why waste your bloody time; and when it does FACE IT! Nothing fucks with fear like looking whatever it is straight in the eye and saying, " SO FUCKING WHAT!"
If it's something you did or didn't do - then TOO FUCKING LATE! You've already done or haven't done it-the consequences be damned. FACE IT and deal with it, THEN! But until then leave it alone, forget about it.

Are you fearful of what may someday happen? Well stop right there. If you are driving a car, pull over to the side and fuck that off out of your head. Let go of what was and deal with what is, right now, in front of you. Drive the car now, watch the road in front of you now, deal with what's happening now and leave what may come to the future! If you're fearful then you're like a drunk driver- your wits are lessened and you're not concentrating on what you are doing right now. You are missing the scenery- beautiful, ordinary or indifferent so you lose sight of where you are going and can't remember where you've been.

If there's something you can do to get rid of what you're afraid of then do it. If not then what can you do? Sitting there and shitting yourself about something you have no control over IS A WASTE OF TIME.
If you have no control over a consequence then you just have to deal with it when it comes up. Deal with it. Deal with it to the best of your ability but ONLY deal with it when you have to! Don't waste energy on something that hasn't happened, might happen, could happen in certain circumstances, if the winds blowing right then there's the chance that it COULD happen.
Deal with whats in front of you.
Leave fear behind you and let it go. Don't deal with what might happen in the future, now. Deal with it when it's in front of you. Deal with it when it is the now.

If you're fearful that you might not be able to deal with whatever may happen in the future, then realize since time immemoriam people have dealt with their shit! They have accidents, they kill people, they have bad things happen, they have nail biting encounters but they have, and have always, been strong enough to deal with them. In your life you have dealt with things that you never thought you could have or never thought you would ever actually do, and you've DEALT with it all.
Bad things happen to good people but good people don't have to let the bad things outweigh their existences. People go on, people deal with every thing that has ever happened to them.
Fear is a waste of time, and your energy.

Ok so I am drunk and a little bit worse for wear, but after going through my own therapy, I had assumed that those who came after me would have their shit a little more worked out than I had at their age but, apparently NOT!

So the twenty somethings that I meet are behaving like fucken space cadets who want what they can have but keep pushing what they can have away by being fucken space cadets. AND the thirty somethings I meet behave like fucken twelve year olds, that no one is interested in even when someone is interested. Has the world gone fucken MAD! Has no one been watching OPRAH FOR FUCKS SAKE!
What the fuck has she put in all these years for if no fucker has been watching! Do you watch and not learn? Do you not see her fucken Pain? For gods sake get your shit together~!!

I have just spent the night with a gorgeous guy, and I mean GORGEOUS! Who thinks he's OLD at thirty one, has nothing to offer the RIGHT guy because he's bald or something and is great but thinks he's boring so consequently IS fucken BORING! And then behaves like a fucken DORK and wonders why NO ONE who's interested is interested in HIM!

two words, actaully no if you include the expletives,
GROW, THE FUCK, UP!!!

WAKE UP! THE AGE OF AQUARIUS HAS FUCKEN COME AND GONE! AND YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!

Have you not listened to Louise L Hay? Have you not seen the Secret? Have you not watched just one episode of Oprah? Have you not read, Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus? Have you not had an hour of therapy? Has someone NOT given you, How to Succeed in Business and Influence People?

I am like a person awake amongst sleepwalkers!!!

And its gEtting very FUCKEN BORING!!!

LOVE YOURSELF!! NO FUCKER WILL DO IT FOR YOU!!! LOVE YOURSELF!!!